After a year...

It's been a year since my last post... Today I just logged in just because and to my surprise I've been visited more than 2.500 times!!! I remember my first post. At the very beginning I was so enthusiastic about blogging... Then, I just wasn't motivated since no one posted replies so I thought nobody really cared. However, those thousands of visits mean something! I think the problem with teachers here may be that they prevent themselves from writing something which - they think -could be not relevant at all... I really don't know... I'm just thinking...

Throughout the year I've been through many things. I've changed a lot. I've even hated my students! :( (I really do not know whether that "hate stuff" is grammatically correct... but it's exactly what I've felt!) Right now, I need to know there is hope for us teachers struggling in this so demanding society which blames us for every single little thing that goes out of control... I try to "keep on track" and more and more often I need someone to share what I feel. Someone to whom I could tell the truth about my feelings towards teaching and policies. Unluckily, I've noticed I'm in the middle of the spider's web and there are many things I cannot share because I do know I'm surrounded by prejudices...

I prefer finishing this post right now... writing has to do with a particular state, difficult to describe. At this moment, everything is so confusing! I guess, teaching is so confusing at times!! This post may be revealing something I'm not fully aware of... so, bye for now. I promise to get back to my blog and write more often. I need it.